I'm Never Productive

It's both a curse and a blessing.  Every time I try to be productive, it fails. Sure, I enjoy my time not being productive, until I remember all the crap that I have to get done...then it kind of sucks. Like now! I'm supposed to be working on a project due tomorrow while simultaneously (spelled that right on the first try!) studying for three exams this week in addition to doing my homework for my other classes and cleaning my apartment.  I usually reach a point where I'm so overwhelmed I don't feel like doing anything.  And that's what is happening now.

I figured, if I wrote out my emotions about my laziness, I would be less lazy, but it's not working.  So I'll just keep going.  But really, I will have so much to do that I will have to make a to do list and then that list becomes so long, I become so overwhelmed that I decide it would be better not to do any of it and play me some Halo (which absorbed my entire life yesterday).

And again, here I am, pretending to be productive by writing this...

That's basically it.  I've lost all motivation for doing anything lately, so that's fun.  Probably because it's so nice out.  It's literally summer time and it's still technically winter. But this is Michigan, so we will probably get snow during the entire month of June, which would be fitting since that's my birthday month.  Why not ruin a good thing, right?

Well...I have to change this song on my Spotify.  So...got to go...

Es Todo,
Brian